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God Speaks in Many Ways
Pray Always and Arrive Safely
For 20 years now I have made the trek back to Pennsylvania for Christmas. Sometimes it was by myself and other times it was with a car full of family. It always seemed I picked just the right weekend to do the drive. “17 hours straight through”, I would tell anyone who asked. That’s how you’d do it, you see. You start driving at 1 AM that day, and 17 hours later you were eating Stromboli at Your Place in Hershey.
Now this wasn’t just any stromboli, no. This was the stromboli that built an empire. This was the stromboli that defined the word stromboli. Nobody made stromboli until “Your Place” made Stromboli. And the very first Your Place restaurant that made stromboli was right there in tiny a basement bar, along route 422, across from the Hershey Medical Center in Hershey, Pennsylvania. And by golly, come Hell or high water, that car full of family was going to be parked outside of Your Place by no later than 7:30 PM that same day. And what a reward it was. Stromboli and Yuengling Ale after a 17 + hour drive.
To me Christmas wasn’t Christmas unless it was with my family in Pennsylvania. That’s why I always made the drive. People in the North East don’t see the beauty which surrounds them all year. A few are enamoured by the first couple snow falls, but after that its’ just more of the “same old thing”. And I too understand that dynamic. I lived there for 22 years. I love the old colonial homes. It is the origins of this country I have loved all my life. The snow fall is a gift from God. One of the most beautiful things a person can see. And you can bet, even at the age of 48, I will be standing in line to get one of those “snow saucers” so I can be one of the first to slide down the nearest snow covered hill.
Life Experiences
While most of those 22 years I spent “growing up”, a good portion of them were molding me into who I am today. Looking back on all the events, particularly the “big ones”, its reasonable to see the hand of God “thumping me on the head” here and there.
Never mind that fateful night when I chose NOT to go for the ride in Mike’s newly “tricked out” Chevelle with my buddy Tim. I’ll never forget the chill that went down my back when my father picked up the newspaper the following Sunday morning from his “special” recliner (all fathers had one back then … right … sort of like Archie Bunker or Martin Crane). I remember my Dad yelling over, “Hey John, arent’ these your friends?” It was a story right out of the Dukes of Hazard. A high speed chase across 4 county lines; sadly resulting in the imprisonment of my best friends.
Why didn’t I go along that night? I went every other time. I remember saying “that’s okay guys I just don’t feel like it”.
Mike lost his license for 7 years. And Tim disappeared into the outskirts of Lebanon somewhere. Other than passing by Mike once on his bicycle riding back from work one day from his job at Verdelli Farms, I haven’t seen either one of them since.
Sociological Chaos, A Gift of Love
And then there was the 35 different brothers and sisters I had. Pretty uncommon. How many people can you say you’ve met that have had (at one time or another) 35 different brothers and sisters living in their house with them? I guess you could say my home was like a type of orphanage of sorts. People at our church used to say “Your mother has the “Gift of Love””. I used to think she was nuts. Don’t get me wrong, I loved my mother as much as the next kid, but we lived in a mad-house.
Not only did my parents take on basic foster children, but they volunteered to take on “wards of the court”. Now if you don’t know what that means, for a kid growing up in Hershey, Pennsylvania, it meant you lived in a smaller version of Bellview. You see, a ward of the court is when for whatever reason, the child or teenager needed a place to stay “in a big hurry”. Something really serious happened and the kid(s) needed to be removed from their parents and placed into another living location FAST. There was no basic needs screenings or evaluations, the court would just call my Mom and within about an hour I had at least one, or sometimes two or more new “brothers and sisters”.
It started when I was 4 years old. Two new brothers named David and Jim. Then it took off from there and the names are far too numerous to remember. While I can’t remember all their names perfectly, I can remember the traumas I went through as things got “out of control”. I remember if the girls arrived pregnant or not. I remember them having their new babies. Lots and lots of babies. I remember the fights. Lots and lots of fights and yelling. I remember the knives getting pulled on my father as he tried to “lay down the law”. I remember seeing my “brothers and sisters” having sex with one another as I turned the corner into a room I wish I hadn’t entered.
I remember running as fast as I could into the snow covered pine forest to “escape these things”.
TO ESCAPE THESE THINGS
Who Are Your Friends
Have you ever made a really good friend over the phone? Even someone you could call a “best friend”? I have. Dare I say more than once. I will be the first to admit I am not traditional in the sense of making friends. I secretly shake my head as people tell me about all their “friends”. Frankly I don’t think most people have any idea what a true friend is. I pray that most people never have to go through hard enough times to discover who qualifies as a true friend. It’s a pretty harsh wake up call.
Many people think someone they hang out with at the local Wing House bar is a “friend”. In fact I would estimate that most people figure if a person MIGHT be willing to help them move a refrigerator onto the back of a pick up truck for 45 minutes, that person is “good enough” to qualify as a “friend”. Let’s see … drink beer on weeknights after work and talk about the waitresses together .. CHECK! Come over next Saturday and help me push a refrigerator up onto a truck … CHECK! … Yep… that’s a friend okay. (big smile).
I’ve never made friends like that. I was always the guy who hardly had any “friends” (by the “refrigerator” standards) because I just didn’t agree with the check list. Somehow I had to have this “sixth sense” thing going on for that person to qualify as a friend for me. In fact, there are people not too far from where I live that probably think they are my friend; but I don’t think so at all. As a matter of fact I am positive they are not a true friend. Considering yourself to be someone’s friend, and truly BEING a real friend are two completely different things.
For me there has always been this “sixth sense feeling”. I knew that person would give their last shirt off their back to help me in a time of need. When a person is a REAL friend, indeed a friend in the true Biblical sense, you can FEEL it. You don’t even have to ask for something. People like that “know in advance” you are troubled or are in need. They are offering to help you sometimes even before you realize you need help.
That is a real friend.
Most people do not have even ONE of these people in their “portfolio” of friends. People, like me, who use such criteria to gauge friendship, don’t have very many “friends” by other people’s standards. That’s okay for us. Folks like me, prefer it that way. Don’t get me wrong, we will burrow the assistance of that “buddy” to help us with the refrigerator, but we know in our hearts that person is not “really” our friend. Not really.
When times get really tough, those “friends” will tell you they don’t have a penny to spare (when they really do). Those folks will tell you they only have a few candles left in their drawer and can’t spare another candle to light your home so you can feed your kids. The will hold onto their last can of food, never considering the person next door.
We true Christians, the new members of the end-times cult that used to be referred to in Roman times as “The Way”, must never forget that sharing that last candle or can of soup is our “bus ticket of Love” off this God forsaken earth and into a Heavenly eternal existence that can only be a part of our dreams today.
FIGHT FOR THAT DREAM
(but do it out of true Jesus filled love)
A Visit from a Friend
This weekend Jonathan Kleck visited my home for Christmas. It was exciting to meet him in person, but he was already a true friend. Don’t ask me to explain the qualifications because they are “sixth sense”. We tend to discount the “sixth sense” thing don’t we? We are taught to pay no attention to the “man behind the curtain”. But what if there IS a “man behind the curtain”? What if that “sixth sense” you had wasn’t just some imaginary notion that accidentally “popped into your head”? What if that “sixth sense notion” was EXACTLY the information you needed, and came to you in the “nick of time”? What if that “sixth sense” told you everything you ever wanted or needed to know but you routinely ignored it?
What if some day, that “sixth sense”, helps you keep your children alive?
What if that Sixth Sense is GOD Talking To YOU?
The more I learn about the “esoteric mystery” stuff, the more I realize that is PRECISELY how we “hu”mans were supposed to be all along. WHAT YOU SAY?? Yes. Now take a chill pill and listen for a minute.
If Lucifer hijacked everything from GOD (the LORD GOD, “YHWH Elohim” … the El Elyon), then wouldn’t it stand to reason that just about everything “they” (the evil ones) believe and practice was stolen and hijacked from our Heavenly Father? Yes of course that is exactly what that means. Except they have PERVERTED it. There is such a fine line between what our enemy does and what we are supposed to be doing it is unbelievable. Our enemy “stole” our instructions, hid them and made them “occult”, and locked them in their pagan libraries, leaving us ignorant and vulnerable.
How many of our Holy Scriptures are locked away outside of our 66 book canon? And to make matters worse, they further perverted those writings by forging additional gnostic lies and weaving them into the collection.
From the very beginning of time, Lucifer’s minions have been orchestrating an attack on YHWH God’s mankind. The Genesis chapter two, Adam and Eve, bloodline. The reasons for the attack on us are too numerous to mention and would confuse the point.
These “devil worshiping” baby killers have been infiltrating our “so called” churches since they were established (70 – 300 AD) and the plan to discredit and destroy their teachings was in place hundreds of years before Jesus walked on the earth. Our tiny little “hu”man minds are so “linear” in our thought. We think incredibly ridiculous things like the earth is only 6,000 years old and that these “alien-demons” can only be “inter-dimensional” and not travel from planet to planet. (sigh)
It makes me sad to realize how utterly pathetic these Pleiadian / Orion / Arcturus “humanoid” Omegan space freaks are going to make us look. We “hu”man beings are in for the most humbling series of events that could be concocted.. Stephen Kings’ imagination in FULL OVERDRIVE couldn’t come close to the ASTONISHING crap these things are going to BLOW OUR MINDS with.
We sure have a lot of nerve to think we figured out God’s “strong delusion”. Oh sure we might have “grazed the surface” … but if my hunch is correct, AND if we live that long (which we very well many NOT), I believe what is coming on this earth is so utterly HORRIFIC your WORST NIGHTMARE could not imagine it.
New Revelations – Much Prayer Needed
Over the Holiday’s some “hard to explain” new revelations were brought forth. In all fairness, some of these concepts will be nothing less than “very difficult” to share with all of you. And in all honesty many of these concepts you may be led to disregard. Remember there is an “interplay” for all of us between “our spiritual” connection with the Holy Spirit and our spirit. This “interplay” is “affected” by both demonic influences AND by those of the Heavenly Father. Frankly it is hard to sort out the truth from the fiction, especially these days.
If you believe that your “spirit” is telling you this information is not correct … please don’t feel misled or troubled. That’s okay. Believe ME … you are NOT alone. We are all in this together and the forces of the “dark side” (for lack of a better term) will do everything they can to make sure we are all confused in sorting this out.
I learned, through the divine providence of God and happenstance, that our Holy Spirit inspired gift of discernment CAN BE TRICKED (through “our weaknesses” not God’s). I sat across the table from an awesome spirit filled leader of my church who was (is) experienced in “casting out demons” and “cleaning” demon infested buildings. When I told him I had much evidence regarding the demonic practices and perfect possession of president “GW”, he immediately told me this “could not be true” because he had personally shook his hand at the White House and “his spirit of discernment” told him that George W. Bush was “okay” and a fine christian.
I can assure you, understanding these “multi-bloodline / DNA corruption” concepts, and mapping them back to the Bible is not going to be easy. It was meant to be this way for a number of reasons. I promise you with all my heart, I will do the very best I can to help you “get it”. But stand strong, remain doubtful, but please remain humble and keep your minds open because THIS INFORMATION is going to help you save people’s souls for Heaven. That…. I can promise you.
Said another way, we have information “burned” into our heads from our personal teachings that are affected by a number of influences. Since we live in the realm of the “Prince of the Air” we are much more easily influenced by the enemy than we are by our Heavenly Father. This means that sometimes we need “supernatural” events to help us “see things” we would otherwise not easily be able to see.
Just the other day, on a frosty cold wintry afternoon, some supernatural things have happened that have confirmed some beliefs that have weighed heavily upon my “spirit”. You can call them what you will. I will NOT claim that I was visited by some Angel from Heaven nor will I claim that the LORD told me these things in person … but there were some “events” that happened that sure make it seem that way.
Lots Were Thrown … What Are Lots??
There were lots thrown in the Bible. Yep. Most do not know this. Frankly neither did I. But sure enough God’s people would throw down lots and trust God to tell them things. NO WAY! Yep. So imagine sitting around a camp fire and wondering if you should “do something” or “believe something”. And then you tossed out lots (of some type or another) and trusted in God to tell you if the information was correct or if you were “full of it”. Wow. What a way to hear from God … right? Throwing or “casting lots”? Pretty weird huh? I sure think so … or should I say … “thought so”.
I don’t think so any more. Not any more. I will try to keep my composure as I write this because it’s pretty darn “tear jerking” to think that you could actually toss out a “lot” of some type and trust in the Almighty Father to show you the answer. I sware it sounds like Tarot cards and the whole thing gives me the creeps. But its actually in the Bible and its NOT OF THE DEVIL so stop with your paganized Bible thumping church driven belief systems and READ THE DARN SCRIPTURE. Its actually in there so please, in Jesus name, read your Bible.
Let’s see, shall we?
First let’s take a quick peek at Proverbs
Prov 16:33
33 The lot is cast into the lap, But its every decision is from the Lord.NKJV
Whoa. No hold your horses for a moment. Let’s make sure we are not taking things out of context. The prior Proverb says:
Prov 16:32
32 He who is slow to anger is better than the mighty, And he who rules his spirit than he who takes a city.NKJV
Okay. Well “nuff said”. The prior Proverb it not taking about “lots” so we can make a reasonable assumption that Proverbs 16:33 is entirely focused on the casting of lots. Fair enough. But there must be more to it than that. And surely there is. So lets jump forward and look at what God says about seeking wisdom in the New Testament.
Well then, let’s examine James 1:5 for some guidance on such matters.
James 1:5-6
5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him.NKJV
Now in all fairness I will warn you that the next verse warns that if you ask God for His wisdom and do it lacking faith, that you will not get what you ask for. James 1:6 pretty much threw me off course. It was damning to say the least.
James 1:6-7
6 But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind.NKJV
Now please let me be perfectly frank with you. When I read the following verse it threw me. I was immediately worried that I would not have the necessary faith to be certain that what I asked of God was going to be “from God” since I was immediately concerned that I might doubt. I cannot tell you how often I say to God “Helpst thou mine unbelief”. I worry all the time that my “unbelief” is going to keep me from believing that God is actually talking to me. This is a terrible travesty for those of us who want to hear from God with all our hearts. I hate UNBELIEF. It SUCKS!! I pray all the time … please Heavenly Father, “helpst thou mine unbelief”.
BUT THEN …
Look at Acts. Acts is arguably the coolest book in the entire Bible.
Acts 1:23-26
23 And they proposed two: Joseph called Barsabas, who was surnamed Justus, and Matthias. 24 And they prayed and said, “You, O Lord, who know the hearts of all, show which of these two You have chosen 25 to take part in this ministry and apostleship from which Judas by transgression fell, that he might go to his own place.” 26 And they cast their lots, and the lot fell on Matthias. And he was numbered with the eleven apostles.NKJV
Wow. Would you please look at the Holy Bible for just a second. Please. I have been studying the Bible for 30 + years under the greatest “leaders” of the “church” and have never in my entire life seen this. LOOK WILL YOU? Isn’t God saying here in the Holy “canon accepted” 66 books scripture that your appointed apostles “cast lots” too see HIS RESPONSE for the choice of the next apostle? This was to be the divine replacement for Judas?
My eyes have been opened to a secret I have never known in my entire life? Is it possible that you are literally inviting us to “cast lots” (of some type or another) to allow your Holy Angels to “turn the pages” and show us what you want us to SEE? Could this be true? Is this possible? How could it be that after 40 years of my life, and untold numbers of prayers in tears that I could have asked you to show me things and it was at my fingertips, but I could not see it? NO WAY.
Lots Were Thrown and Answers Were Given
How do you tell someone something that you have never believed in and convince them it’s true? I don’t know. I have been a friend (a spiritual friend) of Jonathan Kleck for about a year now (give or take). He has told me how he tosses open a thesaurus and God speaks to him through the pages. In my previous articles I mentioned how he opened a thesaurus and it revealed to him that the “man” in the alley he was visited by was actually “Michael the Archangel”. Now I know that is a fabulous allegation and at this point I am utterly convinced. In the beginning I was “taken back” but now I’ve heard too much to believe anything else.
Jonathan visited me this Christmas. It was awesome getting to meet him. He is spirit filled on a level that most people would be “freaked out” by. My daughter and her husband Josh were mesmerized with his stories, pictures and revelations. I’ve heard them all. My wife avoided the stories. She is not one to be comfortable being told that we are all infected by the DNA of “fallen angels”.
Shortly after I dropped Jonathan off at the Tampa Airport, I took the family to the local breakfast buffet. It was shortly after 10 AM on Christmas day. The day before, Jonathan asked me to take us to the local book store. Both of us being big fans of Starbucks, it seems like a winner. And you never know what little Christmas “gem” you will find at the local “Barnes and Nobel”.
It turns out Jonathan had an agenda. He purchased a “Websters New World Roget’s A-Z Thesaurus”. I didn’t know this until he handed it to me after we got home. Frankly I was intimidated. I couldn’t shake the James 1:6 “no doubting” clause. Like I’ve said a thousand times (okay maybe a little less) I constantly pray LORD “helpst thou mine unbelief”. I am so afraid my unbelief will cancel out my blessings.
Faith and unbelief are at constant warfare.
The Pulling
After I dropped Jonathan off at the airport I took the family to the local breakfast buffet. I wanted to do something “family oriented” on Christmas morning and it seemed like a fun thing to do. We all gathered at our blessed table of feasting and all was well. Well. Kinda.
As everyone dug into their Christmas breakfast feast, a sadness, a state of depression came over me like I have never felt before. There, amidst my family, with the breakfast plate of a king, I started to cry. The tears welled up over me from no where. It was frankly pretty obvious. Not something easy to hide. My wife asked me what was wrong. I choked them back and said it was just an attack of depression. On our way out I felt overwhelmed to give our waitress a $20 dollar bill and a hug. She seemed weirded out. Probably because I was in tears.
After we got home I went straight to my bedroom. I have no idea what everyone else did, I was deeply depressed. I laid in my bed trying to escape “reality”. My wife secretly tried to sneak in. She took my shoes off and left me by myself.
Soon afterward, I got a text message on my cell phone. It was Jonathan at the airport. I sprung to life, suddenly feeling needed and responding like a nurse to a “code blue”. But alas, he was just letting me know his flight was delayed (or overbooked) and he was hanging out waiting for his next flight. It was enough to get me out of bed.
I walked past my office on my way down stairs. I felt this overwhelming PULL to go into my office and pray. I was terribly sad and I didn’t know why. I HATED THE FEELING. It was horrible. But I shrugged off the feeling to go into my office and went down stairs to look around. And so I did.
I said hello to the kids but then felt that unexplainable PULL to go back upstairs for some darn reason. I don’t know why. But I did. And once again, a STRONG feeling came over me to go into my office. I can’t explain the feeling. It was overpowering. I tell you with all my heart it was ANNOYING!! I was actually annoyed that I felt this strong feeling to go into my office and pray. It was frustrating me. But at that point I felt like I better just “do it” and I opened my office door and I went in, turned off the lights, and sat at my desk.
There in front of me … right in my face … was that DARN THESAURUS. I didn’t like that thesaurus. To me, it meant failure. To me it was just one darn more example of how God was NOT going to answer my prayers. I looked at it in tears. I looked at it and wondered.
But I surrendered.
I prayed …
Dear Heavenly Father,
In the name of Jesus, if this silly thesaurus is going to mean a darn thing to me then let’s just get this over with and in JESUS NAME please let this prayer mean something.
I took that darn book, with its’ 894 pages of words and definitions and I tossed it onto my desk in my tears and and said …
IN JESUS NAME
And the page it fell upon said …
Happiness, Joy, Merriment, To Be Happy, To Be Joyous, … etc.
I could NOT believe what I was seeing. I was in shock.
THE LOT WAS CAST
The message was sent and received. I was instructed to “buck up”, get a grip and be happy….
And I instinctively knew why …
BECAUSE JESUS IS COMING … AND REALLY REALLY SOON!!
Pray Always to Be Counted Worthy
What does it mean when the bible says we are to pray to be counted worthy to escape these things and stand before the Son of Man? Sometimes I believe we over simplify things.
Luke 21:36
Watch therefore, and pray always that you may be counted worthy to escape all these things that will come to pass, and to stand before the Son of Man.”NKJV
Some things to think about as we enter into these challenging times include…
What Does Pre-Trib Mean?
What does Mid-Trib Mean?
When will one to be taken out of the field and the other left?
WHEN .. WHEN … WHEN…. WHEN….???????
Pray …
The other day, LA Marzulli posted a blog article that was a hodge podge of things that are happening today. Not all of these were things from his article … some of them are mine … but… think about them…
- Financial Collapse
- FEMA Camps
- Stinging Scorpions
- Flying Saucers and Alien Arrivals
- Sudden Climate Change
- Planet X
- Polar Shift
- Wormwood Splashdown
- Famine, Disasters, Loaf of Bread = Denarius
- Russia, and China Attacking / Magog / Rosh
We are not subject to WRATH, but MAYBE we ARE we subject to some Tribulation
- What if the Daniel 9:27 covenant “with many” is a treaty with the ALIENS-DEMONS?
- What if the leaders of the PRE-TRIB groups are infiltrated with Shape Shifting Reptilians?
- What if New Jerusalem shows up from the heavens as a big golden lying space ship?
PRAY ALWAYS THAT YOU ARE COUNTED WORTHY
Please pray always that you are counted worthy to escape these things. PLEASE.
Please read Luke 21 and think hard about all the warnings that are given to us.
Take nothing for granted.
MAKE SURE….
MAKE ABSOLUTELY SURE…
YOU ARE COUNTED WORTHY
YOU ARE COUNTED WORTHY
Summary in Jesus Name
Through some intense prayer and revelations that were brought upon me, there APPEARS to be a distinct difference between Genesis One and Genesis Two. I don’t have enough to tell you now that will change your world, but what I can tell you is that the “alien demons” have a story to tell that will utterly shake the world.
They WILL convince most of the world that THEY are our creators. Until you completely understand the principle of the “Godhead” and how that whole thing works, it will not make sense.
What I can tell you is that the LOTS were cast, and the Lord God “YHWH” … the great El Elyon, has sent his messengers to help us understand what is about to befall us through their “lying wonders”.
It is all in the Bible.
PRAY ALWAYS,
YOU ARE COUNTED WORTHY
TO ESCAPE THESE THINGS!
Be Blessed in Jesus Name!
Dear Brother John, Thanks for your article, it has so much meat in it. The casting lots thing is something that I have had revealed to me many years ago, though I have never that I can recall actually used it to find an answer or clearer understanding on an issue. Maybe due to a lack of faith, maybe to a false sense of my own intellect and understanding…so, thanks for your thoughts on the whole lot-casting thing.
Also, I plan on going back and re-reading Genesis 1 and 2 today, to see if the Holy Spirit will give a little clearer understanding of what has been put down in the scripture. I don't ask for complete understanding, just a little more would be ok, you know.
Once again, God bless you for your ministry and your willingness to lay it all out there!
Nancy K.
Nice to see you back at it!! Pretty intense writing…full of more incite!! More fodder for the canon! yours truly Derek
I have yet to comment on your remarkable blog of personal postmortems of the spirit-filled type but I am compelled to do so now. I have been reading and following you for the better part of this year… I will only say the following for now; as 55 year old Christian man being adequately engaged in this fight with unbelief for many years (particularly recently as I've drawn closer to Him) I am at the same time consistently yet paradoxically drawn to this new understanding of the truth of the Scriptures that you expound on – so I thank you for that. Anyhow, I just wanted you to know that I was most notably touched by this entry/posting and the same unexplained depression you felt, producing tears from an unknown origin, I also have experienced recently. May God continue to keep you on your (our) faith-journey to the core of His heart and may the conniving deceit of the enemy be stricken in Jesus Name as we always continue to remember John 14 to never allowing our hearts to ever be troubled but to know that He has overcome the world already and bask in that knowledge alone with no fear whatsoever NO MATTER WHAT we see with our eyes! God Bless You!!!
kcc
AWESOME!!!
AWESOME !!!
People like you are the reason God allows me to share these experiences. In the name of Jesus, I pray you are blessed. May you are yours be lifted up by the power of the Holy Spirit for the Glorification of the Kingdom of the LIVING GOD! In Jesus Name
And for those wondering, one of the Best Verses ever…
John 14:1-4
"Let not your heart be troubled; you believe in God, believe also in Me. 2 In My Father's house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also. 4 And where I go you know, and the way you know."
NKJV